Change is going to come
And when she shows up
It behooves you
To welcome her with open arms
She comes for a reason
So follow her
Even though you can’t see her vision
Know that her endings gift wisdom
And her beginnings gift you freedom
The freedom to
Create the possibility
Of Your Truth
The light to find
The I am
In YOU
They synergy of our energy
Is breath-taking
I stand in awe of who we’ve become
It’s a way of being that is beyond
The vibes of this dimension
You are seriously everything
Yet nothing to me
It’s unexplainable
This becoming
Of oneness
This present moment bliss
You complement the mystery
Of who I am
There’s a knowing
That existed before this time
And the closer
We are
The clearer the vision
Of yesterday’s love
A familiar feeling
Yet, an unexplainable
Bliss
I can honestly say that I am afraid of people. My fear of what other people think has sometimes stopped me from speaking my truth, living my truth and being authentically me.
And at this point in my life, I am sick and tired of worrying about what other people think. My fearful obsession of other people has created a reality for me that isn’t even mines. I am literally living in someone else’s box. I can’t step beyond the borders because I‘m afraid of being judged, criticized and shamed for making a mistake.
Now what kind of life is that-
It isn’t much of a life.
So, how do I get over this fear? How do I stop shrinking in the presence of others?
Will Smith once said in an interview, there is a redemptive power in making a choice… Just decide what it’s going to be, who you’re to be and how you’re going to do it and the Universe will move out your way.
Mahatma Ghandi so eloquently said, “Your beliefs become your thoughts. Your thoughts become your words. Your words become your actions.”
I realized I must make a conscious choice to believe something different. Other people’s opinion of me does not have to become my reality (-Les Brown).
And when I really think about the fear I experience, I realize it isn’t real. It is a story I am telling myself based on what I think people are going to say. I talk myself out of doing what I know I should do, because of these false narratives.
Intellectually I know fear is just False Evidence Appearing Real. I mean I’ve heard the acronym more times than I can count.
It’s funny how you know the right thing to do but you don’t always apply what you know. Sometimes you just get caught up in the bullshit of life and must find your way back. I just need to find my way back; this fear is just a temporary thing.
There was a man walking along a country road and suddenly he fell into a dark, dusty hole. He immediately picked himself up and begin yelling for help. After an hour of yelling, he gave up. He sat in the dark waiting for someone to save him. After several days, someone heard him moaning, and helped him out of the hole.
Another man was walking along the same road and he too suddenly fell into the dark, dusty hole. He immediately picked himself up and begin yelling for help. When no one heard his cries, he got on his hands and knees and begin feeling around the dirty cave floor for something he could use to get himself out. To his surprise he found a flashlight. The light illuminated the hole, and he was able to find a small crawl space which led him back to the surface.
Cosmic Questions
When life hits you hard do you wait for someone to save you or do you save yourself?
How long do you stay down when experiencing a setback?
When you experience a setback, what resources do you rely on to create new opportunities?
Before Sodom was destroyed an old man visited the town. He walked around trying to encourage the people to change their ways but not a soul would listen.
So, he decided to make a sign. In big bold letters he wrote the word “Repent.” He carried the sign day and night but again the people refused to listen.
So, he decided to take a more drastic approach. He ran up and down the streets yelling, “Repent! Repent! What you’re doing is wrong! If you don’t stop, you will die!” Again no one listened. Yet, he didn’t stop. He kept on running and yelling, “Repent!”
Finally, a local man stopped him on the street and asked, “Can’t you see no one is listening.”
The old man replied, ” Yes, I know.”
Confused the local man asked, “So, why on earth do you keep yelling?”
“At first I tried to change the people, now I run up and down the streets yelling so they don’t change me.”
Have you ever had a moment in your life, where everything you touched turned to gold?
My magical year was 2009-2010. I wish I could go back and relive that year but unfortunately, I can’t.
Living in the past is not doing anything for me in the present. I realize, I will stay disappointed if I continuously try to recreate a moment that is simply a memory.
I now understand that I should use the memory as motivation and inspiration to create a new way of being in the NOW.
So. to stay present to my light, I’ve decided to create a new possibility for myself and my life as I approach my 47th birthday.
Written with power and passion.
Spoken with power and passion.
I am the possibility of experiencing joy in every moment of my life.
Namaste🙏🏽
In our relationship
I was trying to be God
I wanted to breathe life into your soul
Correct all your flaws
Shape and mold you into the man
I deemed perfect for me
I was obsessed
Constantly thinking about
Who you should
And could not be
But who was I
To judge
Who was I
To criticize
And attempt to recreate
God’s divine masterpiece
Who was I
That I could not accept
You
The man who was created
With no imperfections
But was born
Perfect
Whole
And complete
I was trying to be God
I couldn’t love you
Because I was living in the context of me
Cosmic Healing 