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Why Is This Happening to Me? Surviving A Tower Moment

February 19, 2024February 19, 2024 Posted in inspiration, possibilityPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

There was a moment in my life where I didn’t question what was possible for myself and my life. I wanted something, did what was necessary to get it. I didn’t worry about how or when it was going to happen. I just knew that it was. It seemed like anything was within my reach, if I just reached out and grabbed it. But that’s not where I am now.

Now, it seems like I am living in a state of impossibility. I want something, I do what is necessary to get what I want, but now I’m trying to control when and how it’s going to happen. I have lost patience and find myself spiraling down a rabbit hole of fear, worry, and negativity. I ask myself, how did I get here? When did I start believing in impossibility instead of possibility?

Looking back, I realize it started the moment my life began to fall apart all at once. It was my “Tower” moment. I was at a high and now I was at a low, and I couldn’t believe all of this was happening to me. My brother was tragically murdered, I was let go from my job, and I was having problems in my marriage. This series of unfortunate events sent me down a dark path of depression.

This moment in my life left me wounded, insecure, and feeling like I had no control over my life. Despite making significant changes in my life to heal, I am still allowing the scars to control my life. I am still living in the shadow of my “Tower” moment.

So now, where do I go from here? I believe it’s about taking control of my life and not allowing the wounds of my past to control who I am to become. The second thing I must do is understand that I can’t do anything alone. I control what I can, but I must also allow the Universe and my spirit guides to do their perfect work. I realize living in possibility means believing in something far greater than myself. It is beyond what my human mind can comprehend. It is a knowing that everything is going to work out in divine time.

I have come to understand that there might be “Tower” moments that happen while living in a space between wanting something and receiving it. I’ve learning not to be consumed emotionally by these moments because they will take me down a dark path, prolonging what I really want. Instead, I’m utilizing my spiritual tools like prayer and meditation to keep me on an auspicious path.

This is the space I want to live and thrive. Though I understand it won’t be easy, I am determined to find my way. I am committed to rediscovering faith in the realm of possibilities.

Soul Connecting

August 27, 2022 Posted in inspiration, love, PoetryPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

We never knew love like this
Its Godly
Unbelievably surreal
When we’re with one another
We reach higher states of consciousness
We’re lost in truth and the awareness of love
There’s no I
There’s no you
There’s just us
Creating a space in time
Where we are
Simply being LOVE
Living- Omniscient -Vibrational -Energy
Soul connecting

Cosmic Love

September 22, 2021 Posted in UncategorizedPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

They synergy of our energy

Is breath-taking

I stand in awe of who we’ve become

It’s a way of being that is beyond

The vibes of this dimension

You are seriously everything

Yet nothing to me

It’s unexplainable

This becoming

Of oneness

This present moment bliss

You complement the mystery

Of who I am

There’s a knowing

That existed before this time

And the closer

We are

The clearer the vision

Of yesterday’s love

A familiar feeling

Yet, an unexplainable

Bliss

2 Daily Rituals to Detox Your Energetic Body

August 2, 2020September 25, 2021 Posted in UncategorizedPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

A cosmic cleansing is a spiritual cleansing of your energetic body. Why is it important? As an energetic being you are constantly interacting with other energetic beings. Hence, you are exchanging both positive and negative energy. Unfortunately, the negative or “dirty energy” becomes a part of your energetic field as well as the positive.

Sometimes you create the negative energy within yourself. This happens when you hold on to negative thoughts, beliefs, and emotions for a sustained period.

Dirty energy causes prana or life force energy to become stagnate. Hence, your chakras cannot properly function. If the energetic body is not healthy, it will manifest in your physical body as fatigue, stress, anxiety and in extreme cases a chronic illness.

A cosmic cleansing three or four times a week will help to detoxify your energetic body. If you work in a highly stressed environment (hospital, prison, court, school) you may want to cleanse every day. The energy you bring home not only affects you but your family.

Cleansing your energetic body balances your chakras helping you to feel relaxed, and revitalized. Your aura is also strengthened therefore increasing your energetic vibration and connection to your higher self.

Sage

Releasing negative energy with sage is a simple yet powerful ritual. Like any spiritual ritual you must be intentional. Be aware of the energy you want to clear as you cleanse.

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What emotions, thoughts or beliefs do you want to release?

If you are unsure, you can tell the sage to, “Disintegrate and transmute any negative emotions, thoughts and beliefs preventing me from connecting to my higher self.”

So how do you smudge with sage? Light the sage and allow it to burn until there is a good amount of smoke. Starting at the crown chakra or the top of your head allow the smoke to engulf all parts of your body. Think of the sage as spiritual soap. When you are cleansing your physical body you clean your face, chest, back, arms, legs, feet etc. Do they same with the sage.

Salt

Cleansing with salt is another simple yet powerful ritual you can use to cleanse. This may be a little off topic, but holy water is salt water that has been prayed over by a priest which means these two elements are sacred.

Using salt scrubs is my personal go to, whenever I need a cosmic cleansing. It is not only detoxifying to the physical body but the energetic body as well.

To create your salt scrub, you will need Epsom or Himalayan Pink salt, olive oil , essential oils and a coffee grinder. Please adjust the measurements and oils to create a scrub that suits your personal taste.

1 cup of salt (Grind Epsom or Himalayan Pink salt to a fine powder)

1/3 cup of Extra Virgin Olive oil

5 drops of lavender

2 drops of tea tree

Other great oils: spikenard, hyssop, frankincense, myrrh

So how do you use the salt scrub to cleanse? Cleanse your physical body as normal. Once you are done, begin cleaning your body with the scrub. Do not forget the bottom of your feet and do not use the scrub on your face. Remember to be intentional as you cleanse. Lastly, stand under the shower and allow all the dirty energy to go down the drain.

Cosmic Afterthought

Since I have been using these rituals to clean my energetic body, I have experienced greater joy, clarity of thought and heightened intuition. I even look and feel younger. So, giving my spiritual body a little cosmic TLC has been a blessing.

I know it will be for you as well.🙏🏽

Cosmic Questions

What emotions, thoughts or beliefs will you intentionally clear?

How often will you cleanse your energetic body?

We Are One

July 20, 2020July 23, 2020 Posted in UncategorizedPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

We are all uniquely different

But the heart of who we are

As cosmic beings is the same

We all share the same story

We all want to feel we matter

We all want to feel a sense of belonging

And we all want to be loved

I believe

When we are vulnerable

About who we are

And what we want

We can heal

And transform

Ourselves

And others

Transcending

To a higher state

Of consciousness

Finding the Light Within: A Journey of Cosmic Healing

July 20, 2020July 23, 2020 Posted in UncategorizedPost format: QuoteLeave a comment

I remember as a young adult sitting in the church pews in awe of the parishioners who courageously shared their stories of pain. I connected to pieces of their stories and in doing so, I didn’t feel like I was the “only one” who was dealing with issues of self-worth.

I appreciated their willingness to share a part of themselves most people would hide. It was their willingness to be vulnerable that allowed me to be introspective and examine the “whys” of my life.

Why did I lack confidence? Why was I afraid of what people thought of me? Why did feel like I did not matter? Why was I insecure about my thin frame, and dark skin? Why did I feel unworthy?

I did not become aware of my worth until I began to connect with God. When I knew God, I understood the truth. And the truth was, I did not feel worthy because I did not know who I was.

The Koran says, “The truth has come, and falsehood has vanished.” When I opened my heart to the truth which is God, my journey of cosmic healing and self-transformation began. I no longer wanted to live my life from a state of false beliefs and wounded thinking.

Of course, it was not an overnight transformation and it wasn’t a cheap transformation either. But when you want to heal the wounded parts of yourself, you invest “in yourself.”

I was remined of the scripture, Romans 12:2, “… be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” I knew if I wanted to transform my life, I had to do something.

Hence, I spent thousands of dollars on personal coaching, therapy, and self-development seminars to heal my cosmic ignorance. I surrounded myself with like-minded people, read books and engaged in spiritual practices to help me stay grounded. With time, I began to love and value myself on a cosmic level.

Tau Malachi, says in his book, Living Gnosis, “… knowledge of self leads to divine illumination.” Liberating my mind through coaching and therapy allowed me to live my life from a higher state of cosmic consciousness. I became aware of who I was in the the eyes of God; A conscious being of light.

I was empowered by this “knowing” and I ‘ve learned to tap into this beautiful vibration within to create a magical life for myself.

Of course, my journey has not been free of breakdowns. I’ve had to overcome relationship, financial and emotional challenges. However, I’ve learned breakdowns are essential to the healing process. So instead of having an emotional fit, whenever something goes wrong in my life, I learn the cosmic lesson and move on. And I always remember at the other end of the tunnel miraculous breakthroughs are waiting.

Cosmic Assignment

If you are ready to begin your cosmic journey of healing, take some time to answer the questions below. Have a notebook and pencil handy so you can write down what shows up for you. Be aware of what you see, feel, and hear. Be honest with yourself and allow the truth to be revealed. If you feel it’s necessary, seek the support of trained practitioners to help you transmute those negative thoughts and feelings. This is beginning of a beautiful journey of light for you.